it has been 1 year, 6 months, and 14 days ive been in selangor (including the time i went back to kk). its busy, hectic and fast. at times, one week was like one day. "EH? TOMOLO IS THURSDAY AH?" realising my one week old groceries are still left untouched in the fridge. like: my brocolli. fuh. suddenly its june. so many things has happened, so many events, made new frens. just forgave someone who is hard to love. my walk with God was shallow, and backsliding. but it wasnt easy to forget Him either. coz i know im still living for Him. ___________________________________________________ i got used to the life with unbelievers around me, with the things they talk, and with what they do. so far, i haven been to clubbing yet. coz most of us are studnets. note: art students. so we don really have the chance to hang out and go clubbing. first factor is coz we dont have that much cash, secondly, we want to sleep or we are rushing our project. did i stop praying? i did at a period of time. like praying as in really praying. but after receving an email about prayer a testimony, i was clicked back to the Power of Prayer. started praying then, for myself and for certain ppl who i care too. its rare for me to do this these days. __________________________________________________________ homework? my workload has definitely tested who i really am. not only homework. i also joined a network marketing company called QuestNet. (www//quest.net). which changed a lot of my mindset. through it, i found my weaknesses. most importantly, i found my major weakness: lack of confidence - which was brought up since childhood, unconsciously. somehow it still effects me now, with the words of what others speak to me. but im striving to a better character in order to reach my destiny. coz i know im made for smoething better. coz everyone is. just that many ppl are binded with their weaknesses. apart from that, i really cannot deny God for His Faithfulness. all these around me seems to happen coincidently. went to a friend's church, they were talking about characteristics. it was cool. which helped me a lot to improve my character. oh yeah. homework. i nearly failed my last project, to be frank. (b4 i went back to kk the last time) i do not wish to mention about it anymore coz it still bothers me. deeply. however through that, i found out i had the passion in designing. i was low and down for more than 2 weeks after my last project. cried bitterly. sometimes, suddenly. - was caaught in depression. evenso, thank God for sending ppl even from questnet, (my leaders) to lecture about me. the words that impacted me: " i dont see any changes in you eversince the last time i met you." - sophia " when i see you, i can see that you are a person with not much confidence straightaway. how are you going to gain confidence from other ppl? " - anderson. both young and successful leaders. ____________________________________________________________ friends... friends are okay. so far... friends to my heart... theres only 3 of them. which is good enough and i am thankful for that. without their sincerity i would not have trusted anyone in kl. _____________________________________________________________ Thank you for all your suport in my life,especially my family and friends. theres so much more to say but i cant digest it in one piece of writing. gtg. tomolo gotta hand in my final. by the way. my simply hentamly invented food. edible. the long beans, egg (added in it a lot of lam kuai fei kicap + pepper + rough pepper) and finally cheese to melt on top. 
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